• Skip to primary navigation
  • Skip to main content
  • Skip to primary sidebar
  • Skip to footer

He & She Eat Clean logo

  • Recipes
    • Most Popular Clean Eating Recipes
    • Food Prep
    • Slow Cooker Recipes
    • Breakfast Recipes
    • Lunch & Dinner Recipes
    • Appetizers, Sides, & Snacks Recipes
    • Salad Recipes
    • Dessert Recipes
    • Protein Bar Recipes
    • Protein Shake Recipes
    • Drink & Juice Recipes
  • Fitness
    • Hiking
    • Peloton
    • Workout Tips
    • Weight Training
    • Cardio/HIIT
    • Runners Resources
    • Fitness Challenges
    • Exercise Tutorials
    • Body Image
    • Education
  • Active Travel
  • Workout Plans
    • Workout Plans
    • Success Stories
  • About
    • Contact Us
    • Press & Media
    • Blogging Resources
    • Terms & Conditions
  • Nav Social Menu

    • Facebook
    • Instagram
    • Pinterest
Home » Body Image » Pictures of myself that I hated.

Pictures of myself that I hated.

29 · Feb 6, 2018 ·

1 shares
  • Share
  • Tweet

Disclosure: This post may contain affiliate links. I receive a small commission at no cost to you when you make a purchase using my link.

female standing next to a paddleboard in a dark purple bikini

Just like almost all of my other body image posts, this one has been in “draft” mode for a LONG time. I figured now was the right time to publish it after posting a picture of me and Scott on Instagram and Facebook recently.

I think the picture I posted was taken in 2012. I posted it because it was funny that we had a picture flexing in Costco. We’ve been going there every week for YEARS. I didn’t really pay much attention to US in the picture at first. After posting it, I started looking at it more closely and some of the body image issues I’ve had started to creep back in so I’m finally publishing this post. Since this Costco picture was taken a lot has changed. I don’t know exactly when this picture was taken or what I weighed at the time but I would guess I’m about 15 pounds heavier right now. The picture in Costco was taken either right before or right after a photoshoot I was training for. My training and nutrition were ON POINT. My life revolved around it but my life doesn’t revolve around that anymore.

male and female standing next to a grocery cart flexing their muscles

But just like when I posted the picture below over the summer (I weighed around 147 pounds in this picture), it doesn’t matter how small I am nothing seems to be good enough. I’m going to share a few pictures that I’ve absolutely hated for one reason or another. I’ve even added a big ol arrow to point out what I hated.

Before you read further >>>> read my original post on my body image issues.

PICTURES OF MYSELF THAT I HATED…

So, just to emphasize…there’s approximately a 17-pound weight difference between these two photos. Sure, some is muscle but not all.

male and female on the beach. male is holding the female

Keep in mind that a person of ANY size can struggle with this. I’ve heard from people sizes 0-20 who have body image issues. So just because you think someone has the “perfect body” or they are the “right” size or weight, doesn’t mean that they don’t also have body image issues.

The picture below was taken in Canyonlands National Park in 2015. I obsessed over the little bit of “fat” that you could see coming over the strap on my pack.

female hiker climbing up a ladder onto a large rock in Canyonlands National Park

These next few pictures were taken in 2014 (I think). Those love handles…I even posted about this picture in my first body image post.

square image female standing next to a paddleboard in a purple bikini

And the stomach…

female in a bikini doing mountain climbers on a paddleboard on the beach

Another one from Canyonlands National Park where my fat is hanging over my pack.

female hiker going down a wooden ladder into a slot in Canyonlands National Park

Oh and this one. My hips are just way too big. And that little roll under my right butt cheek?! End of the world.

rear image of a female with her hand on her hips wearing a white tank and black workout capris

I had my shirt on because of the fat on my stomach, not because I was cold.

female on the beach standing on a paddleboard wearing a blue sweatshirt

Honestly, it helps me to write all of this out. I also want you to know that if you are struggling you are not alone. I had body image issues when I was 127 pounds and when I was 147 pounds, and everything in between.

Please take the time to read through the resources below if you also struggle with body image issues.

RELATED BODY IMAGE ARTICLES:

  • How Getting Into Fitness Ruined My Body Image
  • Stories From My Scale (Why You Need to Ditch Yours For Good!)
  • 5 Things I Did to Achieve My Dream Body
  • 5 Reasons Why You Aren’t Achieving Your Dream Body
  • 5 Things We’ve Done to Maintain a Healthy Lifestyle 9+ Years
  • 5 Reasons to Wear a Swimsuit
29

Body Image

« 5 Smart Ways To Use Your Tax Refund
1,500 Calorie Clean Eating Meal Plan »

Primary Sidebar

Hi! We're Scott & Whitney. Together we changed our life through clean eating and weight training and now we share our healthy recipes, workouts, and tips and tricks with you! We also take you on our adventures from hiking and backpacking to skiing. Read more here.

Footer

  • Privacy Policy
  • Disclaimer
  • Contact Us
  • Press & Media

Copyright © 2023 He & She Eat Clean on the Seasoned Pro Theme

1 shares